My brother just totalled my car. I don’t know how much worse my life can get. I have a sick feeling in my stomach. I’m high off xanax with burning eyes that need sleep but I can’t fall asleep. Someone please help me. I have no one.
I need to get away asap
I set high standards only to disappoint myself
I never would have thought my anxiety would get so bad to the point I have to turn to drugs. I’ve been high on xanax this whole week. Fuck my life.
I planned on sitting in my room and studying all day. I locked myself in there for 2 hours and zoned out instead of studying. When I zoned out I thought of every little thing wrong with me from my lack of care for school to my bad left eyebrow and just broke down. I balled my eyes for a while and decided to get out of my room. I’m at panera now trying to study.
I hate all of my friends honestly. No one I consider a friend would do half the shit I do for them for me.
I need happy pills.
School is back
I’m working out
I’m eating healthy
I’m taking care of my skin & hair
Cutting people out of my life
I’m a bitch now
Healthy happy living ftw.